Another day of uncertainty. I'm getting sick and tired of not being able to talk about anything. It's the same old shit everyday. I'm just not gonna talk about anything to her anymore. I never get any answers, and when I ask questions, she just gets frustrated. Our relationship is falling apart slowly. She doesn't want the same things that I do anymore. I wanted to propose. I wanted to live together and start our life together by getting a good job and moving to a place that we both like. Maybe get another pet, or even start talking about kids. She wants nothing to do with that anymore. Now it is all about her independence. Wanting to live by herself (ya right), wanting to be free of me. She doesn't even want me over her new place that much. How in the fuck can you have a relationship and not see each other. this will soon be coming to a close. Looks like I better start moving on. I can't waste my time with someone who doesn't know what the fuck she wants anymore. All of this happened so sudden too. Everything was going fine. Now she wants to go out and party with her friend, wants to hang out all the time with her, and doesn't want to be with me anymore. Fine. Guess I just have to adapt again. I changed my life for her. Guess I'll change it back.